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Might be TRIGGERING

My biggest problem quitting SI was that each time I tried I would be so desperate to quit that I would rather die than cut, then I would OD in a suicide attempt, wake up the next day and realized that even my friends would rather me cut than die so I would go back to that.

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ye... I do a similar thing... though the realisation part's usually a week or so down the line rather than a day...
I usually go about 3 months and then either end up doing some fairly major cutting/burning damage or ODing...

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are you working with a therapist?

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yes... but I haven't had him for long (old one moved) so not really helping much yet...