I am feeling mostly numb since my mother's death last week. I think the circumstances which are causing this for me involve the medical treatment being withheld against her will. I was helpless to get anyone to listen to me try and tell them my mom wanted to be treated. I think I can't believe this was done and she is gone.
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Bipolar disorder with very long depressions and short hypomanic episodes. I initially love the hypomanic episodes until I realize they inevitably led to terrrible depressions. I take paroxetine, lamotrogine and klonopin.
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