Good morning,

Oh my, drunk facebooking.....before, it was only drunk dialing. I haven't had a drink in many years, but I still feel that horrible guilt I used to feel after calling and being an ***.

I am glad you are considering meds. I was in therapy for 3 years before getting on drugs that helped me. I had 3 therapists before finding one I could work with. My first therapist was okay, we just didn't click. The next 2 therapists were crazier than I was.

Therapist # 4 is the one who helped me get through a ration of crap. It took me 2 years of testing before we dealt with the very difficult issues. I didn't want to have to tell her what I was thinking, I wanted her to read my mind. I don't know if you have that issue......withholding the information that needs the work. It wasn't the least bit helpful.

You're open to taking meds, being honest with your therapist or even seeing a new one. You are on the right track. With all that going on, you are moving in the direction of a safe, sane world.

Sabra