hi. hmm...okay. about myself. i'm a sophmore, 15 years old and been SI-ing for 3 years now. i haven't been able to stop, and i've never really wanted to. i don't like talking to anyone about it because i've never really seen it being a problem, even though i've gone to counselors about my friends that have done it. my mom has noticed cuts, but never suspected that i would SI. too much of a blind idiot, like other people. i would love help. really. the only reason why i still do SI is to get someone to say something for once. i just don't want to admit to all my friends that are still in school that i really do want to be helped. i love the habit, i just don't like what i go through before that makes me do it.

so what's the deal with the "triggers"? how does that all work. just wondering.