Thx everybody. I slept yay!!!

Ok abt peer person this is the thing her and I are a lot alike. We r both 1/2 Native American and 1/2 Caucasian. We both have PTSD AND Bipolar. But where we aren't alike is I have lived with this illness untreated for yrs. I have developed coping skills as a result. However, I see her only using meds as her coping skills. Jmo, from what I've seen so far. Abt the meds she may b right but she doesn't respect me when I say ok I see ur point but I will just discuss this with my pdoc ok.

What really irks me is she is so SENSITIVE and insecure. I feel like I'm walking on eggshells around her. Don't get me wrong here, I know I can be that way at times especially if I feel misunderstood but she is getting paid to help me not the other way around.

I see my T today and I'm gonna discuss it with her. I adore my T and trust her. She goes every 5 yrs and spends a yr working with the girls over in India that were forced or sold into prostitution. I really admire her. That's another thing with so called support person I feel she's jealous that I admire and trust my T and not her, it's weird.