You're NOT a failure, suzzie. You're just going at your own pace. We're all different. I tell some people I'm in therapy without hesitating but there are others I'd never, ever tell. I know you don't have much choice in a T (isn't that correct?) or I'd suggest seeing someone else.

It sounds like she's pushing you too much. But I'm wondering. Have you tried ANY of her suggestions, or maybe you some better ones than what she's suggesting? Therapy takes time! I should know!