Yes, I am trying very hard to do just that. It has been very hard because for coming on 6 years I have been trapped in a lawsuit and it keeps me in the trama. My therapist has said many times that it would be nice if I could get this behind me. It is hard to know I could get a call any day to be deposed, as they never finished deposing me from over two years ago now. I have to remember so many details I just don't want to remember anymore. And I am still reminded several times a month when the bills come due on the debt caused from it, and I am still caring for the damaged animals too.

I am trying to live in the now, but it is a challenge.