I perform much better under stress, providing its an agreeable amount of course.

Too little and I feel unchallenged, demotivated and unfocused, my mind starts wondering to god knows where because I dont even daydream (dont remember how to) and things just drag along way too slowly for my liking.

I dont know where the switch is though, I'd prefer to flick it at will.

I wish I had definitive answers for you sis