Thanks everyone!

Lola- honestly not sure why I'm so nervous its really not judgement

Fixated- the few people who know in my church are not making me feel anything. I just feel that way. The church has a strong stance against homosexual act NOT the attraction. So as long as I don't act on my attraction to women technically there is nothing wrong.

Ike- Pocket riders wouldn't be a bad idea right now.

I just hope everything goes well.