((((((((Jacqueline)))))))))
I'm so sorry that things are so bad for you right now - and I know that having to deal with university classes on top of everything is no fun.
Don't feel sorry for not posting - and you are wrong. Your words mean so much - and you've said such nice things to me when I'm down and I'll never forget it. You've made a positive difference to PC whether you know it or not.
Try to talk to your T and tell her what's really "up". She can help - and I hope you can find someone to talk to -- even if its just us. I've only got you all now too.

Take care of yourself - PM me anytime or you can try email (in my profile).