Hey couch peeps....sorry I've been MIA. I have been so disconnected from life lately. Still at my mom's, but that should be ending soon. I've become so filled with resentment and frustration that I've detached entirely from my life....no comedy, no job hunting, not very involved in group T - I don't even want to go to T tomorrow. I'm under the weather, too, with a cold - so that isn't helping. I did spend the day with a couple of friends yesterday which was nice...but then BACK TO THAT HOUSE.
I've been getting out of the house - actually, spent all day today sleeping AT HOME which feels good. But I'm still resentful because I'm going back to my moms AND I DON'T WANT TO! I feel badly about feeling this way because she's done absolutely nothing at all wrong. *sigh*
My daughter is on a class trip this week from yesterday til Friday, so I'm super worried about her too - especially since it was raining all day yesterday and her asthma/allergies usually get really bad in that kind of weather...and they were out in it all day. But, I haven't gotten a call yet, so I'm hoping everything is ok.
I wish I would've cancelled my T session. But now it's over the 24 hour mark til my session time, so if I cancel, I'll have to pay the full session price. It just might be worth it considering I feel so crappy physically and don't want to work on anything in T.
Sorry I haven't been around much. And I'm sad to see so many of my peeps struggling. ((( HUGS )))
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