Hi All,

I feel trapped by my own personality. On the outside I still present myself as my normal self so no one would know what was going on on the inside if I didn't tell them. I just feel like I am changed on the inside and any authentic good feelings I used to be able to feel were just phony. I tell myself that I'm not the person I thought I was. Even my dreams have taken on this dark tone. I use to enjoy my life, be able to relax and see the good in things, now I feel this dark energy has taken over the way I view myself and the world and I don't know how to get out of it. I am so confused as to if it really is something I am creating and that is wrong with my persona or just a deep depression and OCD. I have been seeing a psychologist, but so far I am not making much progress. Any thoughts would be appreciated