I dont talk to my family anymore. Not because of anything they have or have not done. They have not seen me since 2005, before my bipolar became what ever it is today. I dont see them or talk to them, because I dont want the to see what I have become. I cant stand to see myself through their eyes. And I miss them so much. So what would you say if you were me? Hi, I miss you but I am now now longer a real person, just a shell where a person used to be. I dont leave the house and I can barely sum up the will to shower let alone function on any normal level......