I have been trying to be patient with people who get on my nerves. so far I am doing a little bit better but when they keep annoying me I don't know what else I can do. all I wanted to do is to just walk out on that person regardless of what they think of me. if they think i'm rude, fine. i don't care. i need to give them space and until they cool off, i will not return to speak to them.
there are things that people have done to me that are just so hard to forgive. i want to forgive but something tells me that i shouldn't because they should not have done that to me. there's this inner voice that tells me that i have every right to be angry. angry? why? why should I? it's been so long and it's ancient history. who cares if these people will not respect me? who cares if they don't like me? I'm done with all that bullcrap.
i'm done with it. i need to move on. screw the past.