Wow I'm impressed with your imput. It helped me put things into prospective. I feel I'm in a tug-a-war with my emotions. Of the many years we've been friends and our intimate past it have kept us so close as friends.

My mind tells me to take a step back and not pursue and give her the chance to show me how much she wants to develope this relationship. Now I'm more aware then ever with how I interact with her because I don't want to give her any indication whatsoever that I'm wanting the same thing. I feel so conflicted because theres a possibility that I would have to step back from the friendship also.

This is why I wish she didn't express to me how she would like to develop a intimate relationship with me again because now the line have been crossed between us. Where does our friendship stand?