BPD is causing such problems in my life and specifically in my marriage. I have been married 4yrs and we have been together 8 years. I think that my husband is at his witt's end with me. He doesn't know what else he can possibly do to help me. When he asks me, I don't even know what to tell him. It seems that no matter how much he does for me, it is never enough. There is always the rollercoaster ride of emotions. I can't trust, I love him, then dispise him, I feel guilty, I cut, I get jealous, I starve myself, I go into rages...I do all these things that I know should make him run for the hills. He has been through alot and I see that he is getting tired. I don't think he can take much more. So yes, it would be nice to be able to vent to other people who understand. Maybe then, my husband will have "less to deal with" for lack of a better term.