Welcome to PC Tim..I know what you mean about talking on the internet about whats going in your heart and mind.. I am the same way.The anonymity of the internet makes it possible for me to be more authentic than in "real life" becauseI have nothing to fear in the way of criticism or judgements or lack of acceptance.

I'm sorry you were bullied in school.. I never have been able to understand how others could be so cruel. When I was in school I was the one who did all I could to make bully's stop what they were doing.. even to the point of physical fighting on a couple of occasions.

I think you will find people here will embrace you and be of support to you as you need. Feel free to talk all you need to.And try not to let yourself listen to the negative things bullies had to say to you.

Peace, Angelica