Hi, about the having fun part. I know it can sound mundane but its not. I can do anything I did drunk or high and do it much better it now. No hangovers, no regrets, no fear, no anger. I'm not saying I'm this way all the time, but you regain a self respect and see thing differently. Good point Kittykay, about loving yourself.
When you see things as not being fun without the affects of drugs or alcohol then theres a problem.