ive tried to do all of her suggestions. but she forgets sometimes that i showed her the last session. and assumes i didnt do it. or sometimes i dont understand what she wants. and have to wait till the next session to ask. but then its too late. or she gives hard homework. like ...write about what is trying to emerge....(i dont know)

this is my regular (old) t. i guess she said it because i made the mistake of telling her i wanted to throw the collage away. so no one would find it. i didnt know it would make her mad. i thought she wouldnt care. i had already shown it to her. but she didnt like it. i was like i didnt appreciate the work she was doing. but i just dont want anyone to find it.

i just keep making her mad. she said if youre not ready/willing (she said both this time) to do the work. then why are you in counseling. that translates to me. i dont want you here. i cant stand you. you dont deserve to be here. dont come back.