I cant handle my mornings. All I do is wake up with anxiety and in tears. I live alone and I am trying to decide if I want to move in with someone. I think it might help but at times I need to cry and I dont want her to think I am absolutely strange. cause I feel so mess up. ....I have been on antidepressents and anxiety pills for 2 months now and I am doing alot better but not great. I cant handle stress anymore. I cant...and I dont know....I cant make decisions for myself. And I miss my dad and boyfriends so much. I miss them. i cant be around anyone that I really truely love. I have made good friends here but I cant rely on them for my happiness. I am so fed up with ths disease. I handle it anymore.........I know things are better than they were....and thats a good thing.....and I should be greatful. But mornings like this just hurt so much. I need coping skills for these mornings. Any suggestions. I need to start living again. And making choices for myself. The next one being living with someone again or not...........I wanted to be able to be independent and live on my own but now I just feel like a failure. I just dont know what the right thing to do is anymore and I cant handle stress. Help pleaes