no I don't know of any websites. for me its kind of my having to get used to the fact that like not every man is a rapist because I was raped thatnot every mental health agency and therapy professional and facility is going to put me through what I went through. That doesnt mean Im going to sign up for the next inpatient slot either. LOL I know because I have friends that have going to the local MHU they all claim it went great for them . Ok it went great for them so not all facilities is a rape of the inpatients going to occur BUT for me I would rather still do t he out patient programs. I know that I can now enter a hospital setting because I do so every year for my medical procedures but for me being on a MHU it would trigger memories of being raped on a MHU so I dont want to trigger myself that way. Kind of like a person who while driving gets into an accident and then they decide never again to put themselves in that situation again. they recognize that not every time they drive a car will they have an accident. The just prefer not to put themselves in that situaiton again.
It takes time to get to this point where you will not see danger with each and every agency that is associated with the type of care in which you were harmed but you will get there. Talk with your therapist about it. They can help. SKR was a fantastic help in getting me over that hurdle when I had to enter hospital settings for cancer treatment.
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