I am able to see who it is. I just can't handle surprises like this. I'm bipolar. I've been seriously depressed. The sun hasn't been out for weeks. I've haven't showered for days. Leave me alone. I leave the rest of the world alone. Why can't they just leave me alone?

You know the mailman is such a nice man. He knows. If I have a package he parks it in the corner for me. He doesn't ring the doorbell incessantly and knock the way this guy did the other day. He came around three times!

I found out he and the other neighbors had water in their basements from the heavy rain and the melting snow. What could I do about it? Nothing.