I just feel so out of control of my life right now and I know anorexia is not good and is very damaging and takes control of you but it still made me feel in control. To top things off I'm sick (flu) and thats how I got into it the last time, it got me past the few days of stomach ache from not eating.

I guess I'm just looking for advice / accoutability and someone to understand.

I do have a meeting with my councelor tomorrow, so hopefully that will help some to.

Thanks for listening