Only somewhat I guess because the whole time I knew I was crazy and what I was experiencing was not part of our agreed upon reality but, hadn't any power to stop it. It's a strange experience to know something is entirely crazy but believe it anyway. It only happens when my mood gets really bad either way with or without the aid of medications but, I can still manage to portray a functional person when like that.

I only slept 4 hours myself but slept 12 the night before so probably will sleep 12 tonight and 4 tomorrow. I'm on my every other day pattern now it seems.