Just how evil would I be if I told my boyfriend of 3+ years, who's been looking forward to seeing me again since he left town on sunday (long distance), that I want to be alone since I'm depressed? Does it make matters worse that I haven't told him I'm contemplating suicide even though we're supposed to move in together this summer? He's nothing but kind and I'm nothing but depressed and unstable, so you can see how my conscience is taking its toll on me. I just feel like I can't deal with his presence, it's too much. Should I tell him or not? I think he would be devastated if I did. Sorry for the bad vibes.