it's still sitting there...

and the real problem?..

if I don't drink it now...before I sleep..then I have a beer to wake up to...and that just motivates me to aquire more...and the cycle continues...

I am an alcoholic..

I am a disaster!...

I presume I can undertake and comprehend regular relationships and likewise regular functions?...

and of course the totally defiant dickhead in me will always insist I can do this...

and what the hell?

nobody likes a pisshead