You don't recover for the society, you do it for yourself. Of course you can sit in corner and down, put politically correct sayings on your walls and worry about what society things and feel hurt.

i know my neighbors probably think i am weird. Many people here probably think I am a beyotch. But eh... I am not gonna change that. But I can try to live for myself and knowing i was right... I wonder if the defensivness of "I can't" couldn't be... "I am scared". Because I am scared too. But at least to myself i admit, I maybe could...