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Originally Posted by newtus
me obviously. cause i talked to you.
recently yes. really recent.
i have very little downtime from it as i get older.
prob because i quit my antipsychotics 2 years ago.
ive been fairly ok the past 2 days but getting little sleep.
3 hours last night too. 4 yesterday.
also not eating and not drinking in past week. very very little.
dropping weight - dropped 5-6 pounds so far in about 1 week.
idk. i dont think im bad right now. but am having hallucinations and paranoia alot.
idk.
i mean i dont ever know until after.
i wont say what i did recently i guess unless you want to PM me.
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I know I hate the AP's too. But for now I need them. I told myself do what pdocs say for a yr. No messing with meds. I started to but I'm back on 3mgs of risperdal a day. I'm trying so hard to mainly eat salads and fruit. I crave carbs and sugar so strong. It sucks I truly do understand. Sometimes pdocs piss me off. Like I said though for now I'm following orders.