Had a horrible day, yet again. Tried to keep distracted as best as I could.went into forums etc. So sick of it all. … sick of trying and failing. So many meds, no improvements. Depressed, anxious and can't ever get much sleep. Just want to give up…maybe I already have? I have probably said this a million times but I want to end this gut-wrenching internal pain and the horrible emptiness. It is lonely.