Most people aren't cubicle people. It starts looking good after enough time getting by without enough money.

You have money, now. You will need money to make movies. It is like wanting to be a musician - you have to have a demo CD and get studios to listen to it. In your case, I think there is a different technical term for a short movie that you use to demonstrate what you can do. You don't have to be in Hollywood. The money you have now can go toward cameras, lighting, props, costumes, and scenery. Some of those happy cubicle people might like to be in a YouTube video or two. That's right, you can have your own YouTube channel and you can start collecting hits / views to show to producers later on. If you can get your cubicle people to help you in their spare time it might even make your time at work together easier to get through. And before you are ready to shoot video, there is still just plain blogging. It is harder than it looks to keep coming up with things to write to keep a blog going. It isn't like responding to posts in a forum like this.

And youth lasts a lot longer now than it used to.