Thank you friends for the great replies!! I decided that I will go to a meeting tonight, and I finished my inventory. But I agree that it's between me and God for forgiveness of past transgressions. I like how AA works to make us better people, but I'm going to stop being open with the other newcomers. Their issues just blur my recovery and bipolar. I have never felt so exposed, but my sponsor tells me that step 5 releases us from all this emotional vomit aka step 4.

Peace & Hugs,

TnT
xxxooo