why do people always exclude me when I want to join in the fun? Like today this guy wasn't particularly warm when I came over to watch him and some other girl play badminton. They were playing it outside near the auditorium and i thought that it would be fun to just watch. well turns out that as soon as i started materializing, he began to move away and start the game. i found that a little rude because I don't think that anyone should make someone feel excluded or not welcomed, especially when we all have known each other for like 3 years. these people just feel so strange to me or is it the other way around? they don't really want to talk to me and when they see me in a club or anything they just stop showing up. i noticed that and i don't want to think that it's me, because really i haven't done anything. and i think i deserve a hi back when i greet somebody.