With BPD the anger is unbearable and so is the depression. I'm going through that now. Can't find any help, or any friend. There's no way to "think"....but all is thought and madness and it seems absolutely hopeless. Been through this a million times and it goes away and always comes back. I have no life inside me and no one out there who knows or cares. There are words I can't use here to describe what I feel like doing. Whoever got any help from pounding a keyboard, will anyone even see this?