I had a long history of relations with women and men. I never felt comfortable coming out against society, so I felt it was unfair to women I loved. I was ashamed or head over heels which led to a nervous breakdown. Being with the same sex is in my opinion emotionally exhausting. Today I'm married to a great man although I cheated on him once with a girl. I still struggle with my sexual identity, but I would never leave my husband. He is my rock.

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