Thanks Maranara,

Funny you should say that because I have told a lot of people a while ago that I see myself as comorbid Avoidant and Histrionic. I think I've shown traits of this in Therapy, my Pdoc said she thinks the histrionic stuff is me overcompensating for my true feelings. To be honest, I don't know. I agree though I do think who an Avoidant would think.

Anyway whatever it is I have, these are just medical terms for behaviours. I have Therapy next week and I'm going to throw myself in head first and get as much out of it as I can. I want to do something constructive with my life, I've wasted so much of it and I don't intend on wasting anymore.