No i stopped go to therapy a while ago. It wasn't helping and i got a bad doc who just wanted me to keep taking pills that knocked me out all day. She was mean and my general doctor told me to stop seeing her. Thank you guys for your kindness, i think that sometimes people do things to hurt others because they think that is what love is.
I had a good day with an old friend today. She was a friend of a very important person to me and she heard what had happened through one of the group members who apparently felt sorry enough to call her but not me. Anyway she took me out and i let myself forget about my so called close friends. Funny thing my best friend saw that i had gone out and now she won't stop asking why i didn't invite her.
Thanks again for reading my post and writing to me.