Hey guys, I just feel so terrible. Can't take this pain anymore. Tired of being so emotionally vulnerable, crying over everything. Tears rolling down my cheeks right now. You would think I would be used to it by now…all these years. Watching my life pass me by.

But how can anyone ever get used to this suffering. I have tried so many things to help myself to live…CBT, DBT…probably mentioned all that previously. I merely exist…this is not a life.

Sorry for my rant…but had to get it out.