Well, I've come to the realization that I am not great at life and all it takes to do all of the things normal people do. that's not me whining, it'the truth.

I'm tired of it. But am I quitting? No. I know there isno one that is going to pick up the pieces that I don't. So I have decided that I am now gonna get off my *** Sh*ts gonna get real.

missed too much work. Not enough of a dad. been too irresponsible

dunno why I'm posting this. BPD is no excuse. I figure everyone has challenges Sick of whining. done enough here. I guess I wanted to say it to someone but lacking rl friends, I have you all.

thanks for reading.

(don't mind the typos. I blame swype)

S4™