T:
I wish I would have told you to stop talking. What you told me was not helpful. In my mind you are now just another one of those people who think I am crazy and try to use scare tactics to get me to do what you all think is right. I am angry and sad and scared. But mostly I am mourning the loss of trust. It took so long to feel completely safe and open with you. It was hard work and I finally felt safe. Now that is gone. I don't think I will be able to discuss this topic with you anymore and you were my safe place to do that. I should have know I would be all alone in this. I alwas have been, always will be. Is there really any point in me seeing you anymore?