Shelly, in my view you need to talk to a doctor, please. Some of us take an antidepressant to relieve the symptoms of depression; others take a mood stabilizer.

You need to have a physician's opinion of your depression and medications to help you out of the low feeling tone.

Please go in to see a doctor. Things can be made much better with professional help and therapy. Both would be good for you to have now.

Never give up, Shelly. There is always a way to find recovery. Keep talking to the forum members if you would like.