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Old Mar 15, 2013, 11:10 AM
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im a little embarassed but the longest i went was about 6 months. on average i shower maybe 1 times a month. it definitely feels different when you go in. i feel like a cavewoman cause i hardly shower but i also hardly get take my clothes off. i wear my clothes to bed everyday so i am rarely naked. ive had these problems since i was a little girl. it doesnt seem to matter what state i am in. but when i am severely psychotic i go even longer. hence the 6 months being the longest.

that was one example.
another would be that i have severe lack of eye contact. everyone involved including my parents get frustrated. but its so bad hospitals thought i was deaf and i said no and they thought i was lying. its the first thing every doctor and therapist notices about me. so that upscale hospital was always very frustrated with me because i couldnt look them in the eye. hardly ever. only about maybe 10% of the whole time i was there.
Pls don't be embarrassed. Have u ever done any therapy?

Last year I was hanging out a lot with this woman who has schizophrenia. She has such a good heart but it was hard to watch her being taken advantage of by the ppl around her. I suggested therapy and she got very angry at me. Hope u don't