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Old Mar 15, 2013, 11:27 AM
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Lately people have been telling me that I'm not giving my all and that I easily feel satisfied. For example, I'm a straight A student. Extremely high grades but my instructors want more! More? I cried on my way to the train today because they have no apparent clue as to what goes on in my head, everyday I give 110% and they want more? As for the easily satisfied, if I have a 95 average in one course, they want higher. Isn't that enough for them!? When I was younger, in middle school I beat myself to death mentally. I took on extra credit projects, I took on essays, I took on so much that I did not have the time to sit down and say that this was not doing me good, in terms of my mental being. It crushed me and now I'm back to debating whether I should complete everybody's desires or I'll be the bad person versus being satisfied with what I can accomplish. It's driving me insane guys, please help? I have always felt like no one cares about you emotionally but when it comes to your accomplishments and success, they want to brag about how they helped.
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