good for you james. and you can always pour out that 1 beer left. hard to do i know. but that 1 beer left can set off the addiction again. i'm so happy you are at a crossroad. one road to more misery and self loathing and one road to contentment, serenity, and hope. you can choose the latter road and won't regret it. please keep us posted. we care a whole for you, friend. 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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