I trust my T totally! I never trusted any T like I trust her!! It didn't come all at once; I keep building on it. I'm talking about trust in telling her whatever I feel with out censoring anything. Nothing is TMI. It's what I need. to get all that stuff out of me.

Sometimes I don't trust her 100% because she changed the rules even though she told me she never would. But she did that, as someone told me, because she learned more about what would be best for me. She also told me that herself. So, I don't trust that she won't, for example, make it a rule that I can't email her, or we can't hug anymore. But if she does, it's not really about trust. It's about her learning more about what is good for me, and what isn't.