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Originally Posted by Miguel'smom
i think maybe if i partly did i wouldnt have the professionals trying to make me go to hospital everytime i see them.
That's a failing on there part of your dr's not you. I know the more my dr.'s say the word hospitalization the less I trust them. My current team will not hospitalize me until all parties feel I will not survive the night / weekend even with my husband's watchful eye. I just forget that a lot.
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yea i trust them less. i only see a psychiatrist though. i have no team. or anyone else. i WAS seeing a seperate therapist a month ago. but i only went 4 times because TWO of those times she wanted to hospitalize me immediately for suicidal thoughts and then homicidal thoughts.
but idk.
i only live with my dad. and he is mostly antipsychiatry. which isnt a bad thing. but idk if i am well or not many times. both my parents are antipsychiatry. which i think helped me not get the help i wanted during my teen years. my mother more-so anti. she thinks my voices are ghosts or my past life. my dad thinks my paranoia about people and the government are pretty justified and other stuff i wont go into deep detail. and i mean i dont disagree with them but then doctors tell me i am not functioning at all and how i shouldnt be picked up by the police so much. my life is extremely confusing for me. idk what to think of myself really.