im half african american/half mexican

some people cant tell whether im or the other. some think im half white too because my skin color is kinda light.
...but i striaghten my hair. i guess sometimes i feel thankful because its not what some say "nappy". def because what i was taught and i grew up in an almost all white wealthy city. knew only 1 black kid but they all did not like me. i found out some were jealous because my skin wasnt as dark as theirs and my hair did things theirs couldnt. it kinda made me sad. but they also bullied me for it. called me "white washed" and "traitor". they said i need to "stick to my own kind. us."