I was doing okay using the patch with an occasional puff when under stress. But then things went wrong and I started buying packs again after nearly a year. I hate it and want to quit, but I'm feeling so distressed that it is something that I fall back on.

I'm about to run out and think it would be a good time to try again. I have plenty of patches and also some soothing meds in case. Maybe after taking the weekend to rest and recover from the initial withdrawal, I might be able to do this.