im right there.

i had one when it was still only for college students. they expanded it from ivy league school to all schools and businesses and then eventually for everyone.

i didnt like it because my immediate family said it would be rude if i didnt add my extended family. and im thinking "ugh ok". then when im typing to people who arent family and say something "bad" or whatever my family would reply or my sister would say "thats not a nice thing to say". eventually i got people stalking me from high school and one person i would no longer be friends with. i deleted it eventually in 2010 after 5-6 years.

i also found out peoples deepest thought and found how many old family friends and family i hadnt seen anyone - what they really thought of me. some did not like me or want anything to do with me. thigs got weird. i saw people i thought i new somewhat well posting racist language or being discriminitive against others.

you really...SEE... people after that...
you know?

i know people saw me. but...the people that wanted to get to know me more like long ago family ended up not liking my personality as an adult. cause i only saw them or mostly saw them when i was a child.

i got sick of everyone on there and having to add family. i deleted it out of the blue. never went back. i became paranoid though...had an episode and deleted everything i had on the net. including youtube. cause i was documenting my schiz for 5-6 years. i had videos of me since i was 15 until 20. of my thoughts and episodes. i had millions of views and hundreds of subscribers. what im trying to say is i dont miss my face being on there BUT i could tell my videos really helped people. i would get lots of long paragraphs of messages from people saying how i encouraged them to be open about their mental health. and with their families.

...but i just couldnt do it anymore. my paranoia took an extreme turn down the past 2 years. keeps going.