The need for belief for me was so strong at one point in time. It isn't as much so anymore. I don't care if other's believe what happened to me or the things that I went through exist. I have come to the point that I am not here to satisfy and please everyone. If they don't believe me then so be it. I just don't want anything forced down my throat that things don't exist. I will stand up for what I feel is right. I know that talking about certain things and stuff is not to be discussed here as far as believing that it exist. The way that some people talk about stuff, puts it as it doesn't exist and what has happened to me never did. I don't care about if they believe me. I'm just standing in my trust and expressing myself just like they do. I have that right just as well as anyone else does. If they don't like the way that I am, then that is their issue not mine.