Thanks Kimmy. I am struggling right now with a great deal of stuff and trying to muddle through all this mess to try to make sense of what I am trying to say and put it down in a way that stands up for myself. My whole life no one stood up for me and now I have to take that stand. No matter how much I feel that I am falling away to the way side, I have to stand up for me, for what I feel is right, and for what I know is true.

I understand about the believing. I truly do. It was a struggle and it has just become recently that I am not as concerned about what others believe. I know what happened and that is the most important thing to me and my parts. After all, who is the most important person in my life but myself? No one. Just me, myself, and all my I's.